** Quick update!
I just logged in to see from a contest I did a while back!
Thank you so much hon it looks amazing!


Just redid our office again and now I finally have easy access to my cintiq again! Before I had to move my work pc in order to use it and it was super annoying and a big hassle. But thankfully my hubby worked with me to get everything situated nicely.

Speaking of my husband he's got a new site that I wanna plug for him called Guildmasters.com Right now its a blog about being a guild leader and what he's experience. My husband has been running guilds for many years. We had a very successful guild in WoW on the alliera server for 6 years. (we were a pre-release guild) But he's been leading guilds since UO. So check it out if you wanna read about what it takes to lead, and different things with leading guilds. If anything it's great to read his stories!
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Still collecting artwork that anyone has done for me in the past few years due to the harddrive crash a month back. Feel free to email me if you find any! Lilenatalem@gmail.com!

Been raiding in wow, I am pretty much ready for 3.3. Just need prob new boots and a ring, but I could live without them. I am still trying to do those damn AT dailies everyday to get the last 4 mounts I need. But sometimes I just can't bring myself to do em! lol I mean I've been doing them for so long. I won't lie its great money too! I've made so much money off of them I finally got myself a Travelers Tundra Mammoth. Those cost 16k gold, and while you might think I'm crazy they are a VERY nice thing to have because they have vendors on them which is GREAT for farming. You can basically always pick all grey/white items now cuz I can just vendor em anytime I want. It's great!

Aion has kinda gone on the back burner. I play an hour every once in a while. I only like playing it when my friends and I all get together on the weekend but it seems everyone's been busy lately. I mean I was to blame we had a friend staying for the week a week ago and that was really fun to hang out with him. I did alot of cooking. But I did manage to get 30 and get my pretty wings!

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I've been coloring the one commissions for I am really trying to make it super detailed. You can see the progress of what I'm trying to do to the hair in my web-cam pic. Or you can look here [link]

Tv has been great lately! CBS picked up medium so I've been trying to watch that as I missed the first few eps. I didn't even know that NBC canceled it! Those morons! Started watching V, I liked the pilot so far. I have the 2nd ep waiting on my DVR. Prob watch that tomorrow if I don't have to raid. Supernatural is getting good, but it seems like they are all over the place with the eps. But I gotta say Last weeks ep of supernatural is prob the funniest thing I've seen in ages! I seriously was laughing my ass off!

I have actually been using my LJ again, or at least trying to. So if you wanna follow me on there [link] I also have my twitter, although I'm terrible about updating it, but you can see it here so you would know ahha! Mostly like to post funny shit that my cats do on it.


Someone brought up the idea of me showing you guys how I make my sigs. I am going to try to make something. The thing is I need to fix something with my pc before I do. I did something really stupid.... I bought one of those huge font packages. Great right? Yeah for the fonts, but when you put 10,000 fonts into the font folder and your photoshop loads them it makes me photoshop lag like a mofo sometimes. So I need to either get rid of some of them or something because I don't wanna record myself when my photoshop is lagging all to shit. But anyways basically what I'm saying is, I would love to do a tutorial to show you guys how I make my sigs. ;D

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Also I would like to direct you to my dear friend Brianne. She's had a rough summer and is in a little help. She's taking on cheaper commissions right now. So Please go check her out. Here's some examples. But you can find all the info you need in her journal.

Please go show her some love and support!


Anywho going to try to update some other stuff.

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Welp, the worst possible thing to happen to me has happend.. (computer wise) my harddrive failed. And you know I always say I'm going to back up my art.. and I never did. I shit you not I was just talking about it a month ago, buying some brand new cd to burn it all just to be safe. You never think it's going to happen to you.

I pretty much bawled my eyes out all day. Chris and I went to best buy to get a new one, and we tried to get the old on to work, but by the time we got it up and running it was destroying everything.

I am devistated.. I've lost all my art from the past oh 6 or 7 years. Alot of it.. is thank god, online, but alot of it is not. Alot of my old artwork (you know when I actually used to color them by hand) is not online, and has been lost in the many moves I have done. I will hopefully rescan some stuff but still it's heartbreaking to think I've lost it all.

And on top of that I lost 6 years of wow screenshots. May not mean much to some, but I can never get those back, from beta, from the creation of our guild. It's all lost. >_<

So if any of you have ever done art for me, thats not online, or is and you want to send me the original file again, please send it to Lilenatalem@gmail.com so I can try to get back some of the stuff I've lost.

thanks guys.. I'm so upset right now that at least would make me a little better.

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Okay So heres the first thing I've drawn since my harddrive broke. Last night I was really depressed but I wanted to draw so bad so I layed in bed and drew a bunch of druid form chibis to help cheer myself up.

Then I log on to scan em... and the scanner doesn't work with windows 7. So now I had to go buy a new one since after about 1 hour of trying to find drivers we found out that there is no way to get drivers for my scanner since its old. But oh well got a new one on the way by the end of the week from newegg.

Oh and ofcorse during the process of drawing those guys.. again since I couldnt scan the image I had already drawn Photoshop froze.. so I had to draw it twice. I am having the worst luck ever!

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So yeah blizzcon is in a few days! I am so excited!
Gotta finish getting packed up, took tomorrow off so I could have a full day to be ready.
Ill be sure to take a shitload of pictures!

If you want to see pictures and stuff follow my twitter!!
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*points up* The feed here above this journal!


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I will start doing more art again, i always say that but sometimes its rough. I have bad bad dry spells and everything I draw looks like shit to me. And I also started working form home and because I have to use the monitor provided by my work I had to unhook my cintiq because I don't have room for it on the desk ATM. We are trying to work around it and try to find a better spot for the big ass CRT monitor.

But anywho just letting you guys know whats up with me.

ps.. i hate planes.. im so nervous for a long flight! Over 4 hours!

Btw Check out this cute Icon I got done


And some PE stuff


And from the amazing Setsu P


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Just a quick note, my husbands sister passed away today, so If I'm not around again, we are dealing with family stuff.

She has been sick for a long time, and while we knew it would happen, it's still never easy. But I have to be happy that she's not suffering anymore.

Regardless I'll see about getting some art posted when I have time. I have recently started playing Aion, which I am in LOVE with the charcter creations!

Also... my wow guild.. pretty much broke up this last week. Not at all due to drama or anything bad, most of it is good. We pretty much just stopped 25 man raiding, some ppl left for hardcore guilds, others quit. ALOT of us are super burned out, and are looking at new games like Aion, Mortal Online, and the New SW game coming out. So instead of elysian just being a website for wow, we are trying to make it into more of a gaming clan per say which I really like.

I will post more at a later time.

Thanks guys.

Lil

PS the little mood thing at the bottom wont load, so I can promise you my mood is far from anything like astonished.. more like deeply sad.



PSS And in the wake of all the sad things.. I was shown this movie.
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even my husband who was in tears of laughter from seeing this movie.
Nothing like finding a gem to help you when your down.

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Just popping in since im getting notes from ppl asking if im alive.

I am, just very busy, working over time at work, lots of raiding ulduar. We are currently on thorim in 25 man, and mimron in our 10 mans. Ive been pretty much raiding almost 6 nights a week right now. To learn the content.

I also have to admit, I have pretty bad artist block right now. I doodle nearly everyday at work, and everything to me just looks like shit. I've done a few things for PE, which I was happy with, but for the most part I am pretty "meh" about my artwork right now.

To my commissioners thank you for being so understanding and waiting. If you want to prod me start sending me more notes of modivation lol.

I tried to use model viewer again and of course its broken again. Sigh.. everytime I get one to work, I don't have the time to do anything, and now that I sit and want to try to update nothing works!

Anywho in other news... I TOTALLY FUCKING GOT BLIZZCON TICKETSSSS!!!!11one!!11!!!!!

I dunno how we are so lucky because my other friends tried and no one got even close. So me and my hubby, and 3 of our friends are going. We already have tickets, plane tickets and a hotel!

but im off, gotta work late today >_<

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